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Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
7:06 pm
'A Song Of Thought' A Bardic Mind
Water is perfect beause of its flaws, it give life to this world and can take it way. Life and Death move like water, and any thing we do well flow from like that. From when you want to get up from sleep or just lie in bed, or a lot of actions or just one... it well ripple small or big thru this world. Even have we are gone from this place our Ripples on this world will stay and still move even if it not as strong has it was. So a big scale like the world or Huge scale like you mind, it will move thru this life... this place..... We can as people may never master this world nor our minds, but to be honest the world seems eazier........

Current Mood: Just Thinking
7:01 pm
THis Bard Is Keeps Pacing
Well I am hoping that everyone will look at what I have said. I am think of what everyone thought might be.......

Current Mood: HHHmmmmmm.....
4:38 am
"Please Answer The Following" This Bard Is In Thought..........
OKay people I need answers, what do you think about LIFE. You know there is two Great pulls in this World for human and what we call the SOUL of us. Most of the people are thinking these pull are "Good and Evil", yes, but not all to ture..... It is..... well to me Love and Caring Vs. Sorrow and Regret. These paths are what shape a person and the life they will have. For example, A boy, who grow up with a drunk father and a mother that kills herself at his 14th birthday, only to become a good hearted man, who love his children and wife. A girl that lived around a lot of family that would do anything for each other, only later in her tenn to do drugs and gun down two of her sisters and one of her brothers for a fix.... But only to have the remaining STILL love her..... So this what i comes down to for me, is LOVE a Merit (good thing) or a Flaw to us.... I really want you to think about this......


How much does your Good out weigh the Bad or Bad out weigh the Good.....
Think of your Reasoning like does help because I care or Do I feel I must.....
This is so hard to ask, you got to check yourself, plus I word Like Honesty
Anything you keep secert to you that might be bad does count against you, plus any regret.... (Sux)


So you got to think is Your Life more A Great Plain of Love that Blows a Cool Breezes Or Shattering Screams of the Void Comsuming Storms of Sorrow..........

Current Mood: I am just got to know
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
3:03 pm
I Think You Want Me To Do This One?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.

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Dragon

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Mermaid

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Faerie

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Demon

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Current Mood: Days Life In My World
Thursday, May 5th, 2005
4:49 am
I Hold This Song To Me And The One I ..........
This Song I fucking Awesome and It is True to me as well. It is Voyeur by Depswa......

I see you coming in
And it's as if I've been awakened
Maybe you were born for me
And I'm feeling so alive and
I'm overcome with pleasure
So deep in fantasy
And It's taken all I have not to give myself away
And it seems to be getting closer within each and everyday
And I have to hold on to my emotions as they stray
So I try to walk away

I'm overwhelmed by the sight
When your beauty fills me up
With the feeling of the night

I'll follow
You through the window
Don't you know
That you'll bring some life to me
Tonight

Secretly I wonder
And I wait for an invitation
Maybe you are onto me
And I wonder if you know
All the beauty that you give
Pretending not to see

And I see you alone sometimes
And you begin to cry
And My heart splits wide open
As I begin to wonder why
So I look and turn
And scream into the sky
So I try to walk away

I'm overwhelmed by the sight
When your beauty fills me up
With the feeling of the night

I'll follow
You through the window
Don't you know
That you'll bring some life to me

And I'll follow
Through the window
Watching where you go
Wonder if you see me too
Tonight

What should I do?
Should I call out to you?
Should I let you know?
Should I let it go?
What should I do?
Should knock on your door?
Should I let you know who?
Should I let it go?

I have to try and find
Some courage I've left behind
Some day, some way
I've got to tell you

I'll follow
You through the window
Don't you know
That you'll bring some life to me

And I'll follow
Wherever you go
You've got to let me know
If you see me too

And I'll follow
You through the window
You've got to let me know
If you see, you see
Me too

~This Text is not Lyrics~
Of late I have come to an understanding of my feelings, and I give up, Guy. Damn, I miss my talking buddy, Tommy......... It so hard to find another.

Current Mood: Almost Lost
Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
3:05 am
Bard's Story Telling
Fire Blossom Spirit

I am Kess Ji, I will tell you of my travels…..
I heard tear from a great tree. A beautiful tree and its Leaves dances like light wind dancing candle of orangish reds and yellow, flickering off the sun and moon. I sat at the base of the great tree and closed my eyes and said…..

- Her body and soul are lost in a maze of an emotion. She is wounded and hurt yet shows no physical wound. A soul lost to a place so blank, with out color is distracted from the body. She is dead “amongst the Living”. Pieces of her soul severed and fragmented from her kindred love. The world is no different such as the moon loves the earth, her gaze will always be fix on the earth. Thought the earth changes and turns away from her love, there love can never be. For between them is the black, cold darkness. -

~ Why ~

- ‘Why’ must time flow….
‘Why ‘ must there be an end for every beginning. This is the way of things, it is untamable and can be slightly manipulated. -

Tears fell and slight sound of sniffling filled the mood.

~ Then I shall whither away. I don’t belong to this place anymore…. ~

I got bored so I wrote a story.... Well I think too damn much...

I stood up and walked to the edge of the tree line.

- Please show the love you have for the kindred to you as well. -

~ How do you know how I fell. You are shown to me as a child of fire ~

- My name is Kess Ji and by knowing that now. You know I’m also a child of the earth and can always feel your pain. -

I walked way from the tree to my place next to Lady Shooj. Keeping on with my travels…..

Current Mood: Odd
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
10:20 pm
Well Well


Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!




Current Mood: confused
Saturday, January 1st, 2005
10:49 pm
Well I Guess Even Tybalphinger Ages
Well my birth day is coming, but I well not be doing nothing or maybe? I will be 21 years of age and Kenneth well be 22. We got the same birthday so I will see what he is doing and shit. New Years was good got to see some old friends and Eric Wright, my boy too. Was over at Jo's and then went to the aparment and nothing else. Have not see Rashelle so don't know if dead or not. No Quote, Sorry.

Current Mood: Unkown
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
4:48 pm
Soon All Well be Finished and the New Season Will Come; Ce!ebration!!
Well this is it for some of us or almost all of us. This is the last week of school and college. Christmas is here and everything is playing it part. Where are people going and what are they or we going to do! I fell something in the air or maybe that is fumes from the plants? But if anything there is alot of poeple celebrating there birthday this coming Friday and I will be in Houston to pay homage to them. Well, hope you there!! (PLEASE) Quote,"Everybody knows that valentine is the day of love but, Chrimas is the time of love and tradition. The thought of it brings smiles to every person and a feeling of good hope. I only hope everybody knows this is time to redeem one self, what ever you do it for happiness and family."

Current Mood: Merry Christmas Basterds
Monday, December 6th, 2004
7:40 pm
Next's Adventure in This Life
Things are good are alway, hang on there was a darkness in this house, but it is gone. Well school is almost over and it is a big rush. I hope I am passing, I know it is nothing to get all sick about. Kat had a great party and it was fun, even if it was a dry county, bit I and Everyone else I was with. I also finished some letter i must seen of to Rachelle, who well be here on the 20th of this month. I got something on my mind and i can't seem to pull it out for some reason, oh well. this quote well sound strange,"Emotion is the self illusion to thine self, what is thine desires. Show thee this and thine will grant thou wishes in dreams...."

Current Mood: calm
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
4:52 pm
Remarkable Quest
Well it is a not bad weekend and I had some fun. Well my mom and dad had there anniversary was yesterday and I play Mage. Mage was fun and interesting that is all about that. Mom and dad had a good time eat here and then when somewhere, if you know what I mean. On that note, sick!! I have no quote.

Current Mood: Push Me Deep
Friday, November 19th, 2004
1:26 am
Back From Traveling in the Sound Songs
Holy shit it as been a while and everything is good. So nothing much besides school, Strip club on Thursday, that BB-Q last Friday with bonus bonfire, the twins birthday was on Saturday, so much piss shit I had to do and nothing else. I think starting Monday I will start a more difficult excise program. This well help I get in a little better shape, by the way if you see Jack S. call him Fat Kid only if you see him drinking choke or anything that is not water and that includes you to Amy. He said he wanted off and for some help and this is the help he will get. Quote “Judging and rating things and people always happen. There are different views for checking for things but the most common views are appearance and character. We need to decide on which one should be more on a primary view.”

Current Mood: Sweet!!!
Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
9:36 pm
A Song to Counter the Harsh Word in a Family of Desolation
There has been some shit going on for some reason, and I don’t know why there is so much hate. Maybe I do know why or have heard it from both fronts at less. I wish I could hang out like in the old days and people need to remember where there hearts lie. No more of this shit I swear some of us WILL die of stress. Quote “We are all drawn together by the same pulse. The world we live in is full of beautiful points of lights that are us. In the gathering of all is the defining pulse. Each pulse is different from each other but the same. It is this that makes us friends and more like family. It takes a lot more effort to be negative and to push a way the lights. We must try to work it out.”

Current Mood: Don't Know
Friday, October 29th, 2004
8:18 pm
A Composed Musician
The Fest is here and I’m ready to go. Some really good bands will be there and I’m hoping to get a signed shirt and Tommy his jacket. Well there not much to say and I don’t have anything plan for to night. Well maybe play GTA- San Andreas or something. Tommy and Amanda B. are here now and maybe see you at BuzzFest, so a quoted “Music is a type of way for us to show our emotion. It expresses something we can’t talk about or what we really feel. What’s your tune?”

Current Mood: Sweet
Thursday, October 28th, 2004
11:32 pm
Keep an eye out for my next DVD
Your Porn Star Name is: Michael J. Cox


Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
12:48 am
Bard's Quest In Places
It’s been a while so let me run down the events of last weekend. Thursday, I went to the High School early that day. I got to talk to everybody I know there before I got to Delgado Class. I talk about Cancer in her Thanatology group. It was fun and talking shit to those kids was awesome. Later I got back to the College and did a math exam which I passed (hoping). After class, I got home and had a talk with my mother. She seems to have some hate for me or something, it’s weird!? Friday, I got up at noon, got ready to go to the High School again, for here sixth period. Oh boy, that was fun; once again I talk some shit. Then I went to Chris Grey birthday party. We went to Bayou City’s Wings and watch and laugh as Chris and Tommy ate the insanity wings that were covered in mace. After dinner, went to the Comedy Showcase. There I got hypnotized and acted a fool (they taped it those basterds). Then went back to Chris’s house and hung out there, then to Sarah’s. Tommy and I left to the apartment and stayed up there for the weekend and role played everyday. Monday there was nothing to do and Amanda B. called me. Tommy skipped work and I left to take my Mid Term for P.E. Later dinner at Cici’s and home. Now today got up to take out the garbage and download them too. Got pick up by Jack S. went to my first class and then to my open time. This is when me and Jack went to Wally-world and then to China One. Later I will get BuzzFest tickets. Quote,”The limits one has are to its own. This limitation is there to keep ones reality in check. These limitations are bond by one mind and the way the world think of it. The mind creates paradox to keeps one in check. But if one was to stop or get around this paradox who knows somebody might fly. Don’t let this stop your creativity, let the dreams and ideals flow.

Current Mood: nice!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, October 21st, 2004
3:09 am
Bard’s Way To Temperance the Song
Today was a better day on me it was I’m dad’s birthday and it was fun going to school to have my classes canceled but not P.E. I had calm down from yesterday; plus I still feel a fool and everything is going to be okay. But I will stay away from Houston for awhile, though I have done “nothing wrong” I feel like blah. Dronnin, you were right and thank you for it; Navan the same to you for what you said to me yesterday. I on that note must find wisdom in myself to temperance the storm in me. So, to quote, by the way these quotes are thought by me so in this way I am quoting myself; “Deep with in mind lays the power to atone for what they have done. To set under the waterfall and let it clear, pure waters cool and clean the emotional abstractions from mind and soul. With this wisdom one will be able to take control of the storm and keep it at bay.”

Current Mood: I feel better
Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
8:31 pm
Bardic Song for Sorrow and Storm
Well I fuck up bad; no it is worse then that. If I had not opened my big fucking mouth none of this would have happen in the first place. It started shit and I have said I'm sorry and they says it is cool but I have place a scar on the trust we had and feel like shit for I thought I would do something like this. FUCK!!! Quote "The storm of disarray, depression, dishonor, and fault can devastate and destroy the pillars one has built. Crippling this foundation, the storm destroys the bonds that lie in its wake. The bonds can be rebuilt after this storm but it has left the land scared and damage; though it will grow back the land will be still be shaking knowing that another storm might come."

Current Mood: Depressed
Monday, October 18th, 2004
4:46 pm
Links to All
Sunday and Monday were nice, on Sunday the Astros won and it was a great game. Oh, beside that, someone tried to fuck over one of my friends and there is hate on that person. So Tommy, Jason, and I went to an OfficeMax party and ate well and also watch the game. After about 6, I went to Houston with Jason to go to his and the guy apartments. This is where I meet Candy for the second time and she angered me to where I felt like leaving which I did, ding ding. On the other hand I did some work well up there and play some Marvel vs. Capcom 2 with David and Amanda, which I lost a couple games. Damn I'm out of the groove. I need to get back in to it again. I got to think of a quote, "A man fought for the immortal kingdom of the heavens. This is where this warrior was trained, schooled, beliefs, and faith came from. The creatures on the ground were inferior to the kingdom in the sky the warrior was told and had learned. There was a battle that the now older warrior had to help his brothers fight and it is here he meet her on the battlefield. She asked him 'why do you fight us' and he replied 'for you're creatures on this land angering us gods above you.' She smile and claimed 'Do you not know you are linked to us and that you are us.' His eyes flared with hatred and then a cry of pain came for him. His vision blurred and it focused with the new look on things. He saw a grey burning light in everything on the field. 'What is this light' he asked the woman, 'what is this I see.' 'The link between all of us, we are all the same. You are now able to see this,' she answered. Just maybe the warrior changed his way or maybe he didn't, but he know the truth of things and it well be his well ripple this world for every
Saturday, October 16th, 2004
3:22 pm
Trailing Tells
Alright Thursday was how it should have been. Jack, Amy, Tommy, and I when out to eat as always, either before or after 1:30pm and 5:00pm, it was good I got Amy to choke on some water by saying some funny shit. Well after that we left and hang out at my house. We did some goofy stuff and played games, then Tommy left to go see that play at the high school. Jack got ready for work and left at 9, and Amy and I sat around cracking up watching anima. She and Andy, who got there later that night, got to see me DRIVE, and it was awesome and felt so good. We pick up Amanda B. then when to my house where Andy and Amanda left for a little while Amy and I watch Gangs of New York until she had to leave. So I sat there and waited for Andy to show up, pretty much nothing happen that night when we got to the apartment, which was about 4am. Friday I’m at the apartment and it is colder that shit, will I’m the first up so I make French toast and have some extra left for people. But once I’m up the other start to move and nothing happens for the rest of the day. When night comes Mandy sister and friends come to the apartment and hang out. They go and get so much sweet stuff it not funny but it is. People are doing there things and I play MAGE and eat a fuck loaded of gummy bears. I leave at 6am to go home and it leaves me to the point I’m at now. I need to get ready for Travis's party. So I guess I will put a quote “The steps one makes or have made well forever reverberate the world, this entropic echo well change struggle of light and dark for the better or worse. It is the decisions one makes when stepping in this world. Don’t let this entropic essence corrupt the way one moves for these steps create and destroys. So watch your step.”

Current Mood: happy
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